Self-Discovery

I know I haven't written in an extremely long time. My sincere and deepest apologies. I've been busy lately. When I thought there was nothing left to do, there was something else waiting to be done.

I spend a lot of time thinking- thinking about my past and what I want for myself in the future. I've realized self-discovery is a daily and on-going process that never really ends. I realize something new about myself daily. Just when I thought I knew everything there was to know, I learn something new.

If there's one thing I've realized is that no person will ever understand me more than me. People will only know things about me that I choose to tell them. Although, people say life is simple. It really isn't. Life is the most difficult and complicated maze I've ever tried to complete. Nothing is never as it truly seems. 

Up until not too long ago, I thought I knew who I was. I was never so wrong in my entire life. Quite honestly, I don't know if I'll ever really and truly know who I am or want I want because I'll continue to change. What I want now will not be what I want four years from now because I'll change. So, I guess I'll just have to wait and see who I'll become.

The one piece of advice I could give to anyone reading this now is: Sit and think. Think about life. Listen to yourself. Don't do anything your heart doesn't tell you to do. Of course, you'll make mistakes, but I truly believe the worst feeling is regret. Especially when you regret not following your heart because you're always left with the question, "What if?"

Happy Holidays